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It will be ok...

Sun Feb 17, 2008, 12:29 PM
  • Listening to: drums
  • Reading: art and knitting books..limited intellect.
  • Watching: Burn The Floor ( dancing...just dancing)
  • Playing: with fire
  • Eating: smooshy reheated piza
  • Drinking: alot these days
My husband is very sick. Cancer.
But it is going to be ok.

I don't "feel" the scenario of him being dead anytime soon. I have learned to trust this feeling I get about if a thing will happen or not. When not it doesn't feel true. I can not finalize it in my mind.

That he will be ok...I can feel that as true.

Not too scientific but ..it has worked too many times to ignore it..

He has come to trust my intuitions and instincts completely...and always asks me what I am getting about a situation.

My Mom swears I'm psychic....but that's going a bit far. Dad said I was spooky...that is going a bit too far too.

In the mean time Bill is dealing with too much pain to take Becca to the Father Daughter dance that they had planned to attend with Girl Scouts next week. ( actually he is in the hospital for pain management and testing right now)
It was planned before all this started.
Becca's second choice....my brother in law ( sister's husband) Mehran has graciously agreed to be her escort for the evening. My gratitude is indescribable.

It IS going to be ok.

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*horai:iconhorai: Feb 17, 2008, 1:14:45 PM
It's will work out. :hug:

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*horai:iconhorai: Feb 17, 2008, 1:15:42 PM
I was going to say it's going to be fine but it all got mixed up.
I'm thinking about you. :hug:

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:flaguk: Machines were mice and men were lions once upon a time, but now that it's the opposite, it's twice upon a time. - Moondog
~dynomoose:icondynomoose: Feb 17, 2008, 2:54:02 PM
Sending god, healing vibes your's and Bill's way.

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~moonduster:iconmoonduster: Feb 17, 2008, 4:07:03 PM
Sending positive thoughts your way that he gets good news about it from the testing. :hug:

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=diosaperdida:icondiosaperdida: Feb 19, 2008, 3:50:08 PM
It was...very bad news. Two tumors in the lung, one starting on the liver and one in his back pressing on a bone....that one is the source of pain.

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~moonduster:iconmoonduster: Feb 20, 2008, 10:52:23 AM
:hug: I am so sorry! Will they be able to do anything about the one causing him pain?

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=diosaperdida:icondiosaperdida: Feb 22, 2008, 2:12:47 PM
Now they say we might do a lot about all of them...but yes, they are giving radiation for the one in the back first...he is much improved since they started.
He starts chemo next month.

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"Now the Sirens have a still more fatal weapon than their song, namely their silence." Franz Kafka-The Silence of the Sirens
~moonduster:iconmoonduster: Feb 23, 2008, 3:06:10 AM
I'm glad it's helping. I hope he doesn't have to have chemo for long.

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